So, I recently started talking to this amazing guy. Literally perfect. Everything I was looking for to a T. Looks, personality, everything. And he told me very kindly that after getting to know me more, he realized that I wasn't what he was looking for. At first I was hurt, very angry with him. But after getting over that anger, I started to look at it from his perspective. And I realized something, If I was a guy... I wouldn't date me. A 19 year old single parent, living with their parents, making very little money. I wouldn't date me. How am I suppose to expect my perfect man to? I realized that instead of looking for Mr. Perfect, I need to make myself someone that Mr. Perfect would want as well. I don't deserve the best, if I can't offer them the best. Obviously I'm never going to be perfect, but I need to be able to put out what I'm wanting. So, I'm going to start working on me. Trying to make myself someone that he would want. Someone that I would want.
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is this about who i think it is about??
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